Gem, how do we keep getting through the years without you? Thinking of you constantly and missing you second by second. Christmas is never going to be the same again, but we will do our best to try and get through it and I will really try and be strong by remembering all the happy Christmas days we spent. Your Gran and I will be with Mike in the States and I know you would be happy about that. Love you so much my most beautiful Christmas Angel. Mum.xxxxxxx