Guess what Gem?? I am getting married - amazing huh?! You would be so chuffed - I can see your face now...Oh, how I wish you were here so I could get a Gemma hug of you - You would have been my maid of honour too you know, just as you asked me to be yours - can't believe you are not here - come back Gem you are missed just so much - sometimes the pain is just toooooooo much. I love you - God, I miss you.... Ginny xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx