My beautiful niece - how can it be 14 years, when it feels like 14 minutes ago? Somehow we are all carrying on, and putting one foot infront of the other - but, you are there in every step Gem. I miss you laugh - God, how I miss that laugh! - and your hugs....you were one of those very special people who actually listened when someone was talking to them - really listened and gave your time - I cannot even put into words how much I miss you, I know that you are still around, but to just give you a physical hug and tell you I love you would be just so wonderful. Your Mum and your Brother are together today, I am sending them both love and healing. 14 years Gem, 14 years. The loss of your absence is loud, oh, so loud. I love you now, forever, always xxxxxxxxxx